16-year-old Shania McDonagh recently took home the top prize of the 60th Texaco Children’s Art Competition, an art competition for young people held in Ireland every year. Known for her incredibly detailed and hyperrealistic portraits, the young artist has won first place in her age category four years in a row (check out those works below), but this year marks the first time she’s also received the overall top prize for this amazingly hyperrealistic portrait called Coleman, drawn entirely with graphite pencil.

Now I feel horrible about myself